War just isn't for me...

 I received a draft notice...into the Vietnam war. I had mixed feelings. My first thoughts were... why me? What did i do to deserve this? Why do i have to risk MY life? I'm too young to die. Maybe they made a mistake.What am i even fighting for? Then i thought i should be brave. Its my duty to serve my country. I really..have no choice. I'll be fine..just fine...i hope. I need to man up. Is it worth it? I mean, even if i didn't want to go, i Have to. I know war just isn't for me. I'm not the right candidate for this type of thing... I think this is gonna be the hardest thing I've EVER had to do.